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Title: The news that I never would like to let you know.
Post by: Bram on September 04, 2012, 01:11:20 PM
My wife is gone.
Her light was turned off last friday.
Im so sad. Im destroyed.
She fought as much as it was possible. We were involved fighting cancer since january 2.011. And we lost.
I would like to write the best panegyric, but my english lvl is soo poor.
I just want to say she was all for me. A big lighthouse. She always shone like the sun. She was the best and nice person I ever meet and I never will meet. She was pretty, cute, gorgeous. She was all, for me and our 9 years old son.
I feel I was the best lucky guy cuz I was elected by her to be her husband, since we meet for first time there is a 25 years ago. But now, all is finish. My son and me, we always will remember her. We will never forget her. Its impossible to forget her. She always will stay with us into our hearts.
Auxi, stay in peace.
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Post by: Sir Morder on September 04, 2012, 01:46:03 PM
Bram,
I'm so so sorry to hear this. My thoughts and prayers go out to you and your son. May the Lord grant you the strength to carry on and the wisdom to know what's best.
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Post by: Reuggan on September 04, 2012, 01:48:13 PM
I'm sorry to hear this as well. I can't imagine the pain. We are all thinking of you, though.
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Post by: ii & Sabin on September 04, 2012, 03:08:02 PM
So sorry for your loss
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Post by: Lord Tyrant on September 04, 2012, 03:42:05 PM
I am adding you and your son to my prayer list today. I wish I could do more.
Samuel
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Post by: Tjalle on September 04, 2012, 03:50:29 PM
 :(

Sorry to hear what you are going through, David.
Losing loved ones is the worst thing in life. But alas, it is a part of life and all you can do is mourn, do the best of the situation and always keep her in your heart. She sounds like she was a wonderful woman. My thoughts are with you and your son.

Keep your head up.
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Post by: Kaisa on September 04, 2012, 03:59:45 PM
Bram I am truly sorry for your loss  :( Parium and I will be praying for you and your son.
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Post by: Hoffs on September 04, 2012, 05:56:12 PM
My best wishes to you and your son, Bram. I can't really imagine what this must be like. You have put on a very brave face throughout these past months. :(
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Post by: Adrianas on September 04, 2012, 07:22:32 PM
Her light will always shine in your hearts.  What she would think and do will come into your mind when you face challenges.  Love is forever and death only separates for a time. 

I can say these things because I have also lost my soulmate.  So I have stood where you stand now. 

And while this time is so incredibly hard to face, and she understands your grief, she would also want you to move forward in your life.  You are loved here and all will pray that your mourning will be, in time, replaced by peace - knowing that she is no longer suffering and that she will be there when you join her.

Aum.
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Post by: Becca on September 04, 2012, 07:44:42 PM
  I am so sorry to hear this.  I cant imagine the pain you must be feeling.
I pray that with time it will lessen.  My best wishes to you and your son.
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Post by: UncleSham on September 04, 2012, 08:40:38 PM
sorry to hear that . its hard to watch someone you love suffer. at least that is over. best wishes for you and your son.

i believe a part of our spirit is transferred to our children to spark their own life .

as long as our children live , a part of us will carry on.

look for her in your son's smile.
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Post by: Rothen on September 04, 2012, 10:52:39 PM
Oh God, I am so sorry to hear of your loss.  Sometimes life can be so unfair to the people who least deserve it.  It sounds like you fought this bravely and I hope he is old enough to understand and remember how much she loved him.  I've lost parents myself, but not my spouse so all I can say is this..save everything you can that was hers for your son.  It may be a few years until he can take it, but tuck it away until he's ready.  Someday the pain will not be so sharp and the curiosity will awaken.  He will want to know everything about her all over again.
Title: Re: The news that I never would like to let you know.
Post by: Sara Dale on September 05, 2012, 03:42:15 AM
We are so sorry for your loss.  Our thoughts and prayers are with you and your family.  *hugs*
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Post by: Wolfman on September 05, 2012, 07:40:26 AM
My deepest sympathy! You fought this fight with her and I am sure she held out as long as she could because of you and your son! My thoughts are with you two!
Wolf
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Post by: Ian James on September 05, 2012, 11:28:02 AM
Bram, I'm so sorry for your loss. My deepest sympathies for you and your son.
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Post by: Mansbeth on September 05, 2012, 02:49:21 PM
Bram.....
You and your son are in our prayers. It is a terrible and difficult ordeal to go through.
Stay strong and know that all of us deeply care for both of you. Passing of a loved one opens a whole new chapter in our lives
And changes all of us forever. You have been a great friend...hope to see you online soon.

Mansbeth...
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Post by: samantha_sp on September 06, 2012, 02:48:26 AM
You have my condolences, and my prayers!
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Post by: Chum on September 06, 2012, 07:02:28 AM
Bram

I'm so sorry for your loss.. :(

I just wanted you to know my heart is with you and your son..
I'm so sorry  :'( :'( :'( :'( :'(
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Post by: SouLWeaver on September 06, 2012, 11:11:46 AM
I am sorry bram... Keep your head up and take care of that boy of yours.
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Post by: Doive on September 07, 2012, 11:18:14 AM
My thoughts are with you at this time.
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Post by: Leprechaun on September 07, 2012, 07:03:03 PM
There are no words I know to use that can help at a time like this.

But know that You are in ALL of our thoughts and prayers.
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Post by: Branwyn of Errol on September 07, 2012, 09:20:51 PM
"But the souls of the righteous are in the hands of God, and no torture will ever touch them.
In the eyes of the undiscerning, they seem to have died, and their departure was considered to be misfortune, and their passage from us to be their destruction; but they are at peace.
For though in man's view they were punished, their hope is full of immortality.
Though chastened in a few things, great kindness will be shown to them, for God tested them and found them worthy of Himself.
In the time of their visitation they will shine forth and they will run about like sparks through straw>"
Wisdom of Solomon 3: 1-5, 7.
*hugs*
Title: Re: The news that I never would like to let you know.
Post by: Bram on September 15, 2012, 11:40:03 PM
Thx guys for all your coments.
I apreciate a lot.